Been in bospital for 3 weeks.

Thanks Keith...unfortunately sometimes as you know I lack the insight to keep my bloody mouth shut with what I see but by the same token what you see is what you get and I must admit those in my circle understand this, I guess that is why my circle is so small, but very glad you have a forgiving spirit

I feel this new medication regime is helping, I was staying awake all night, most unusual for me but pdoc has given me temazapam as if I get tired he is afraid I will crash and burn.

I really need to keep well.

But I also need to pace myself.

Cheers

Hi Keith...yes I am feeling so much better taking the temazapan, I will need to get a new script, I hear this laughter and it is coming from me and that is something I havent heard in a long time.I have resurrected my sewing room and the hours fly past, I am making a set of cushion covers atm...patchwork to give my tired lounge suite a face lift and I burn some nice essential oils, have my favourite music cranked up and sew in this lovely little room. Spring is nearly here and there are little birds chattering, blossoms are blooming and everything is pretty, it won't be long before everything is brown again but they use underground water to keep the school oval I look out on green so that is nice although when well I even appreciate the differect shades of brown...hope everyone is well and thank you all for your unconditional friendship x

Hi David, Spring has sprung here but winter hasn't been informed. I am going OK...pdoc says I can not handle stress or I may disassociate again so I have been quietly pottering. I find I am hung over from the temazapam however I do not sleep without it. I see pdoc every week and take little legs to the beach once a week which is good for us both. Eldest daughter is nursing so I get to babysit my granddaughters more often now and run them up to school or kindy, my little car means I can afford to do that and I pick my son up every afternoon from work and we have a good chat on the trip home which is lovely. I am very aware of how finely tuned I am these days, I have been looking at down sizing my house but truly I love the space and I think I really love my house although the yard is a chore, my son in law has been helping but I need to dig and plant it out so it is just a mass of plants and the weeds wont grow. I am looking forward to summer, I am over winter although it is mild to many parts of the world. Thank you for checking in on me, I hope you and the rest of the crew are well. Lynnie pops into face book every now and again, she is still missing her mumma ...

I ma pleased you are holding your own at this time ...

long may  such a development  continue to be so..

especially the fact you continue to be active.

I always fins activity a distraction from looking inward

which does no one any good. 

Have you anything to share at this point in time Sue?

Good to hear from you and yes I agree with what you have intimated  here Sue

and to conclude with your current signature 'one day at a time'  David x