Post by diesel on Feb 2, 2023 20:52:58 GMT
Sorry guys I have been MIA. Lots of sh!t going on . My health has gone to h&ll in a Hand basket. My husband and I are staying together because he can afford to live in his own I can’t. He’s pulled the strings so I would be practically homeless. I will not go to a shelter. I worked hard for my house. He can leave if he wants to but I am staying.
He came into my little studio last week and thought he could smell weed because there was a lighter on my bed. He took the lighter on fire and tried to burn my fingers. He burned one the other one is okay. And I do smoke and vape at times it’s basically the only thing that calms me down.
I have come to realize my husband is a certifiable narcissist. He has all the traits and more.
I just have to love me and pick my self up by the boot straps and carry on. It’s extremely hard though. I still consider suicide more frequently then I should. I am sad to the core. I was even thinking of phoning a warm line. You’re not suicidal but you’re feeling mentally unwell.
He came into my little studio last week and thought he could smell weed because there was a lighter on my bed. He took the lighter on fire and tried to burn my fingers. He burned one the other one is okay. And I do smoke and vape at times it’s basically the only thing that calms me down.
I have come to realize my husband is a certifiable narcissist. He has all the traits and more.
I just have to love me and pick my self up by the boot straps and carry on. It’s extremely hard though. I still consider suicide more frequently then I should. I am sad to the core. I was even thinking of phoning a warm line. You’re not suicidal but you’re feeling mentally unwell.
